Her name was Anne, a name that I still find it difficult to say without great sadness. She was the kindest, open, most caring person I've ever known.
She welcomed me into her arms October 18, 1993, and made me feel more wanted than I've ever been before, then and ever since then. She overlooked my faults, gave me strength when I needed it most, nurtured what I'd never had before, self confidence and self worth, made me overcome many fears and worries, encouraged me to do and enjoy so many things I'd always been incapable of doing before I met her; gave life to an empty man who had only ever existed, never really lived.
I wish we had a longer time to be together than we did, to grow old together, do everything we always planned to do together. I also wish I could have gotten the chance to thank her for all that she had done for me; I always told her that she had saved my life, I know I wouldn't be here today if she hadn't welcomed me into her life. Before then I had never envisioned a future for me. I owe her so much and wish that I was the one gone in her place.
Life has never been the party I craved but I am very thankful that I did get to dance for a long time with the most caring, open and beautiful person I ever have found. I miss her so much, everything seems so dark without her. She is my one true love and will always be in my heart.
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